“I felt darkness while praying to be saved!”

My neighbors are awful. Is it okay to wish they didn’t come home? I felt so much darkness when I was praying for salvation 20 years ago. Now I look back, and I’m scared it wasn’t legitimate! Why does John 8 say the disciples needed to “abide” or “continue” in His word?

Tags: abide, bitterness, born again, continue, forgiveness, hurt, John 8, neighbors, Pentecost, resentment, salvation, sinners’ prayer